BORDERLINE AND THE BRAIN

I touched on this in my last post and it made me realise so many people aren’t aware of the neurological differences between a borderline’s brain and a healthy brain so I thought I’d wake ya up with some knowledge, I’m not a scientist but what I knows I gives so you’re welcome.

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BPD and rejection

Someone reached out to me yesterday and asked if I would be writing again soon and because I’ve been doing so badly I have been putting it off but actually, maybe there’s something useful in getting it out of my noggin and into something at least a little productive so here I am after another […]

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Honesty in recovery

Is it ok to admit to being a fuck up? The short answer is yes. In fact, I actually think it’s integral to recovery; if we don’t admit to fucking up (relapsing) we continue on in this perverse secret world that those who have an eating disorder have created for ourselves. I know how much […]

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Coming Clean

It’s 5:48 am, I haven’t slept again and I’ve spent the day crying and binging and purging. I’m twenty three years old on Saturday and something needs to change. It occurred to me that accountability and really taking ownership of my problems may help my recovery so even though this scares the shit out of […]

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I wish I had cancer

I wish I had cancer, I wish I had a heart attack, I wish I had a stroke, I wish I had an illness that had research charity shops on every high street, I wish I had an illness that had marathons every month for awareness, I wish I had an illness that didn’t make […]

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